Change

Have you ever had that one single most defining moment in your life, from where you knew that you wouldn't be the person you were before.
That one moment where everything changed and even if "everything" didn't change, at least something did...something important and essential which made you look at life with a different perspective.
I had mine, few years ago. You might think i'v always been this absolutely retarded person. But trust me, its by choice :)
I mean i wasn't too sane ever but the extended streak of madness happened quite recently. That's the reason why i let things not bother me. I mean sure i have a heart, and it pains at times(quite a few times) but i try to let it all go. Just let it be. And kick start from the better part of life, the part which was simpler, happier and crazier.
We all have our moment. If you havent had yours, you will. It's usually not pleasant, but the consequences are. Its a way of your soul telling you "listen you dumb idiot, its time you realise what you're all about" :)