"oh do you know this said this to that and then that said this...do you know anything about it??" That's how probably all the conversations start. An inquisitive crow brooding with you to know more and discover more, just to back stab you later. Beware. In all the conspiracies of life, there are few people who just add to it. Add to it like the world's ending. Weren't you 'supposedly' a friend? ah i guess no. It isn't the first time any one's been betrayed but it still somehow tends to hurt each time and i stare in disbelief.
Don't lose hope in humanity, just lose it in those who pretend to be more humanitarian than the rest. Those who dwell in the belief that they are saints, who try and show to the world that they are trying to save humanity but displaying pictures of things they think will make a difference. You're not that person, you need to discover yourself. Sooner the better. For you and for the rest of us.
Picture this "a wall full of non profit organisations you've never worked for. A pendant to show that that you're spiritual. A cosmic smile to show the "peace" you're at. A friendly "are you ok"...these are things to watch out for. Maybe I'm just spiteful, but i have the right to be, after all the chaos you're caused in my life even before i thought you had. For the NON friend or just NON human than you've been. I'm allowed my share of vindictive thoughts. To slay you down and to take my revenge. But its just momentary, i know ill get over it. I always do..i hate that about myself..i never end up taking an action. I want to this time. I want to so bad. Ill let you knwo if i do. Keeping the flame alive. :/
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