You cry, whine, scream, shout, pee, puke, fight...They just..hold, comfort, love and love some more.
I hate children. I wonder each day how..just how could my parent love "me"!! Im annoying and rebellious. I was the most intolerable kid alive. The crankiest teenager and probably the most detached adult. But under ALL the lectures and scoldings...there was lOve. The kind of love which never goes away. You could kill a man and your parents would still love you...its not exaggeration..its reality.
Being far and realising that I might NEVER again live with them makes me feel miserable for being so "horrible/mean/busy/cranky". I wish it was 3 years ago..Id do it all over again. Much differently!
I Love you Mom and Dad.
It really sucks to be away!
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